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Woman, do what you need to do, IDGAF anymore. I’ve moved on. I don’t want to be an asshole but serious, don’t be a bitch by trying to hook up with my friend, AGAIN! Come on. Seriously.
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There’s only one reason why I always come back. It’s cause no matter what u do and how terrible u may be, I actually believe u have to capabilities to change. Change for the better. And I may be selfish but I know what I’ll be missing if that change actually happens and some other guy was the one who gets to enjoy the awesome-ness that is you.
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The question that everyone ask. What did I do? Why can’t I just find a girl that has a life of her own? Spent time of her own. Doesn’t need my 24/7. I mean look at our parents and any other married couple, they don’t text each other every minute of their life. This is hard. Hard to be sufficient. Impossible to be efficient. Unbelievable to please.
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I can’t decide on what to do in life.
I’m nervous about Engineering; not only because it doesn’t seem to interest me all that much anymore but because I may not be medically fit to be an engineer in the first place. :(
Onto my hobbies. I’m definitely losing touch with soccer. Not playing on a regular basis for about 2 years is definitely not doing me any favours. My touch is always poor nowadays, shooting is definitely off. I want to start playing again but I seem to be way to busy to do so.
In terms of my music on the other hand, I’ve officially completed my first single. Composition wise. Now, all that’s left is to get it recorded. It’s called “Single Man” at the moment, but I was thinking of changing it. If y’all have any suggestions feel free to advise. :)
On a side note, this is the first year spending my Ramadan(Fasting Month) with my brother-in-law. It’s weird how he only eats A BOWL OF CEREAL a day. No supper, no Sahur(Pre-Fast Meal). Just A BOWL OF CEREAL. Add to that his favourite past-time, the mid-day jog, I have no idea how he even survives a day much less the past week.
P.s. He laughs at those who don’t fast and complain about being tired while he rans. Hahaha!
Hmmm, I await Hari Raya as it will officially be the first year with our new family member. His arrival has been of great joy to us all to be honest. Awesome dude, definitely someone I’d want to have as my brother-in-law.
Also, my sis just bought a car. Grrr. I want one too. But it’s so expensive to get one here in Singapore, I’m thinking it’s close to impossible for me to buy one on my own account. I’m hoping to get my Car License soon after my birthday. 6 days away only :) Best part is I’m gonna be spending it with my secondary school friends; breaking our fast together at Mak’s Place.
Well that’s about all there is to it, I guess. It’s a cold day. Maybe that’s the reason why I decided to post a post when I’m not emotionally down. Haha. Maybe I’ll post more too in the future. Lets hope for the best.
Till then, toodaloo!
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If you’re reading this; wow.
In more ways then one. Firstly, you actually still bother to read my blog despite the super lack of posts. Haha. Secondly, how you’ve managed to restrain yourself from popping the occasional message.
Maybe the time has official come, when u’ll trully move on from me. I’m happu for u in a sense. I dunno whether to text you cause I’m not sure u’d want me to so I’ll just post this up and hope u’ll end up reading this.
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You know, the first thing that came to my mind when I read those post were, I really really wanna be ur friend, still, despite what has happened. But, the more I think about it, the more selfish I’d be to do so.
I’m gonna set u free bcos u deserve better, when I saw you posting about an outing with other guys, I swear I’ll just look past it, bcos I dun deserve to be urs anymore.
So here’s a preview to my new song. I call it, Single Man.
Verse 1:
There is a moment I can see
When I’m alone, You’re not with me
I can’t decide on who I am
AnymoreVerse 2:
It feels so distant, now it seems
I feel the pain that you can feel
I hate to hurt you girl
But guess it’s all a gameChorus:
I’m not fit now, to be yours
Just an old cog in this machine
And in this clockwork we don’t meet
Where we’re supposed to fit’
Till I find out who I am, I shall stay a single man.
Shall stay a single man, Shall stay a sing le man -
She’s a really nice girl. She’s really beautiful. She has one hot body and her actions are soo cute. Sure she may be demanding but no more than any other girl would be.
So what’s wrong with me?
